simple summary

unlike the previous entry, this intends to be a simple summary record of a life entry... as we previously pondered, it may be a bit ridiculous (or beyond) to call this a record of a life because it appear to have so many gaps... it may be this is a broken record of a life (better than a record of a broken life, though there is a dark side to everything)... and it appears we are digressing in spite of the intent...

gone are the girl, the dog, the cat, the job, the comfort, the luxury, and the space... we covered the dog and the job a previous entry... the cat and girl, alas, moved on... for the best as we all want a life partner and i believe she finally found hers (hoping)... having drained savings taking care of the comfort and living space (and a whole lot more) over the last half dozen or so years, i decided to move into an unfinished room in a house a friend owns... i am lucky he offered it rent free as i can relax a bit in the cramped quarters and stop reducing savings... the past week has been a challenge as i adjust to the space, but it is the best path for now...

further updates will likely follow...

unnoticed

ok, so maybe i am not some sort of tortured genius and maybe all this is just so much lost time, but the bottom line (if you care, if it matters, and if you are paying attention) is accepting that everything changes even when no one pays attention and new things sprout up all the time... this particular record of a life has been sputtering along for years now just waiting for it's time in the sun and hoping for some clarification of it's identity as an entity, as a blog, and suddenly we find another new daily begins (but wasn't this going to be the next new daily blog?... apparently not)...

so the e-the-real passes into the past quietly and like the others, it may see an entry now and then for whatever reason, but a new daily blog begins and it, like e-the-real, is intended to be brief... it appears to also intend to follow more literary structure than any previous daily (sentences and periods and stuff like that).... this probably belongs in this blog which is more of a record of the blog gardens, but it seemed to come out here (after the first entry in this box was moved here (and then underwent the additive experience) because it just did not seem like a record of a life blog post, but it is not just craft that is new, the new daily has a partner where additional information (babbling, let's call it what it is) is dumped (elaborated life)...

meanwhile, behind the scenes, a taste of another new blog that may or may not have purpose was alive for a day... in the blink of an eye (or is that the grand scheme of things?... really, it could all be so dramatic acquiescence or something like that), it's what i do, ya know? (if you only clicked all the links, you might)...

what?...