looking back on the week

much time was spent preparing for the new schedule starting on monday... a lot of cleaning and household stuff and paperwork type stuff and phone calls that i won't have time for starting next week... the (e)thereal blog continues to be flooded with entries for whatever reason... last gasps or attention seeking or stats seeking (which is attention seeking) or... anyway, the several entries a day daily dump continues there as that has become the place for the sanity writing, which i might explain another time if you have not already stumbled upon the explanation... it's become a very consistent habit that keeps me as content and happy and stable and euphoric as i can be no matter what...

facebook took up a few nights (a subconscious reaction to starting the new job and switching to a 9-5 life apparently had me up all night a few nights this week now that i look back on it as a week)... i created my first "pages" there, three of them, and i must have had good reasons to start public pages out there in the fb world... maybe i am reaching out again... maybe the lonelies are budging aside the solitary contentment... or maybe i just want to make some sort of broader mark out in fb land... anyway, i spent several nights online...

i ran a 5k yesterday... with the foot wrap and unwrap and slower time cuz of foot and lower stamina and shower and hydrate that was more than 2 hours... used to be i could decide to run, slip on sneakers and head out the door and shower and be done with a 5k in less than half an hour... an aging body is so time consuming... i would like a medical check up, but no health insurance this year means no thorough check up this year... bad timing to lose the health insurance... hopefully no cancers are growing anywhere that would be found in the routine checks people our age are suppose to get... no bummer thoughts today... i ran/walked a 5k yesterday and feel fine today :)

have softball in a little while and the weekend begins.... wishing for more time... hoping you are smiling more than frowning... sending love :)