illness

perhaps illness should trigger a recording of life here, in which case the past week or two (or longer?) definitely qualifies... as mentioned in the previous records still rambling on as the primary daily (and recent considerations of others privacy may be the impetus for this new blog) and more, body thoughts that is the place for specific physical body thought (who'da thunk, aye?... well, it seems i am bringing the sarcastic self-mockery along for the moment, whatever the tone, demeanor, feel, style, and/or theme of this blog becomes)... in any case, sick puppy time... meaning me, not the dog... kidney stones, hemmorhoids, possible infection, possible flu bug, possible food poisoning, don't know is they were all related... that's what the past two weeks have been like in this body in this life, so it deserves to be recorded... it seems to have peaked over this weekend...

it did not stop me from playing softball, though it definitely slowed me and distracted me (though i went 3 for 3 sunday, i did not pitch and felt quite blech, blah, and weak)... it did not stop me from shopping for food and cooking up a decadent meaty pizza saturday morning, however i did throw half of it away in case food poisoning was a contributing factor... it did not stop me from jog/walking two nights in a row (wednesday and thursday), however i pushed myself out the door because i was feeling like crap and running used to be the way to cleanse the body and i did feel weak and crappy the second jog/walk... it did stop me from wanting to do anything else with people... and i did wish i had a nurse around, but my roommate was away for the weekend...

so it's been a rather long and lonely illness period that may be peaking as a huge stone passed within the passed hour and the hope for rejuvenation and regeration continues to attempt to bloom... and this is why there is a body blog, for the gorey physical details... and life goes on...